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2011-12-28T11:13:00.001-08:00

메리 크리스마스 everyone

2011-05-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

This is my 154 post for today(:
hahas(: today time pass by so fast and i dun know wad to do.
i'm so happy(: tmr is free day(: 4C is going East Coast Park(: yeah(:
2 more years my dream will come true. no matter how i wanna go korea to study...
now i still waiting for NH to reply my e-mail if they never reply which means lost hope le(: i going to sent my application forms to JYP soon... but why i keep on have the feeling that i might going in real soon.. i also dun know why... hais.. i'm so hungry now-_-
i only left $10 for 11days!!! wth which mean i cannot spend more than 50cents:(
ARGH!!!
i'm so hungry... i now wondering whether mummy got money to lent me??? i dun even think she got money to lent me. that time i juz transfer her $150!!!~~~ half of my pay is GONE!!! damn it:(
i wonder tmr should i go wrk or not coz its very RUSH!!!
FROM BEDOK TO HARBOURFRONT TOOK AT LEAST 45MINS-1HOUR LEH!!!
should i or should not?
saving my trouble thinking to much or what???
haix... i'm so headache and i very tired!!!
offf to bed real soon???
i not too sure!!! hahas(:
ok(: nitez(: (: (: loveya(:

2011-05-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

actually i kind of worry that i'm not in for the girls group in NH:( coz its seems to be a long week that no one reply my e-mail..
why m i still awake in this hour? i also dun know why... hahas(: propably i cant sleep? coz later we going to see kimkibum live!!! i wonder why Xander is not with him:( saddess :( lucky i dun need to wrk today(: cos i told xiaoping that i got something on today unable to come wrk coz today i suppose tp wrk 7am but i pumch put 1am, i only got short hrs, i'm a extra crew leader-_- pissed off >>>
i wonder wad m i going to do today(: take pictures??? hahas(: IDK!!! seee first bah(: nites(:

2011-05-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

just now i went to Novena to buy stuff for KIMKIBUM!!! but xinwei told me the wrong address:( but i never waste my trip i bought a wood frame fill will KIBUM name inside and only spend me $10!!! i think worth it(: maybe those things unable to found in Korea(: hahas(:

2011-05-18T23:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm... what should i blog today???
ytd i work 12hrs!!! from 7 30am-7 30pm den do prepack condiment until 12midnite juz to rush the 3days amount cos the next few days i'm not free!!!
ltr i going Novena to buy sweets for KIBUM(: on saturday me and xinwei going for his farewell party!!! i cant wait to go!!! its go excited!!!
its like a first time i went to a star party(:
i dun know wad to wear on that day(: its sounds so fun for me!!!
lucky we can make payment on that day!!!
KIMKIBUM!!! HERE WE COME!!!

2011-05-16T21:29:00.000-07:00

leaving house soon!!!
hahas(:
ytd, me and xinwei do prepack condiment until 1am. xiaoping is chasing after us say: uncle come aready faster comeout. first time i do the prepack condiment so chiong.
To All HFC Manager: i'm sorry if Boss lecture ur about the prepack condiment. i'm sorry. since now exams over i will buck-up and make sure everyday got condiment.

sometime i feel that Boss never understand crews. i was sick on sunday but my phone no money and i wanted to sent a email when i wake up but Boss went to call my mom!!!WTH!!! that's too over le. i hate it. after she talk to me i tell her , ur manager everytime out me on counter i nv MC den got ghost. Nowadays, all the crews work like so tired and everytime if the closer all never come they all have to OT but their OT always key in allowances. no wonder all the complaint so much about their money even for me i will complaint also(: hahas(:

ytd, i sent a email to NH entertainment for the girls group but until now there's no reply. it's making me worry i wonder they got see my portfolios or not. i seriously wanna go korea to develop on my singing. singing is my interest!!! hahas(:
i dun know wad is the reaction they are giving. coz a overseas girl and still young! i still younger den DongHo(UKISS) 1year only.lols.

This sat me and xinwei going to KIM KI BUM FAREWELL PARTY @ ST JAMES POWER STATION~!!!
yeah!!! ~~~
i seriously cant wait for that day to happen(: its like a dream i never go St.James power station before but paying $80 for the tickets i hopes its worth!!! coz got photo taking(: (: (:
my dreams is taking one step forword!!!

2011-05-14T22:24:00.001-07:00

i think God is answering my prayer. juz now i went to twitter and saw that NH entertainment is forming a girl group. i really interested but i only 16 how?
if this the door that God is opening for me, i will follow His will. In philippians 4:13 - I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me.

2011-05-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

MC! MC! MC today! doesnt feel lik going to work nowadays coz the work is too tired for me. ytd i talk to xiao ping about my overseas study in 2 years time den she say she will support me no matter how. i was glad to hear that. i rarely hearing ppl say that to me. i going overseas study is still a secret not many ppl know about it.

2011-05-11T07:14:00.000-07:00

tmr is maths paper 1~ go sch 2 hour can go home le yeah(:

i miss the old UKISS:( no matter wad happen the old is always the best to use. i miss Eli & kibum:( but thier new song 0330 is sad. DongHo is like the main character in the MV(: i feel so sad when i see the MV..

i wonder wad to do tomorrow. fengli want me to go back to store tomorrow and want me to pack 4 case of hotcake syrup & 1 case of grape jam. i dun know should i go or not. Boss only pay me $120 for doing prepack condiment.

one of my biggest dream is to be a singer and i really wanna go korea for singing develoment...

but in the stranger place you might slower miss your family and love ones. but i really wanna go.

so i make a plan if i really promoted as Floor Manager in 1 year time i muz save money and go korea and study. high sch i guess in korea for singapore is polytenic. i love singing!!! last time i went to a charity event its a big event!-> the event is conducted by rainbow club. it is like a society / community to help to disability children. its like a reachout. i really love that place. i still remember i went there with Liya, Mairah, Angelene & me we sing Miley Cyrus < butterfly fly away> !!!
love that song alot!

2011-05-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

amazing i thought i will go wrk today but i overslept suppose to wrk at 7am but i wake up @12noon!!! i serioualy becoming a pig!!! hahas(: maybe due to medication effects. this week going to be a exams week! i need to study more cos i nv go sch for 1 months plus or more. i also dun know:(

2011-05-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

post again!!!
wah today do opening almost late and fall asleep inside the toilet! wth!
coz i scare i late so i nv sleep but in the kitchen i got sleepy feeling , during the 30mins break i sleep almost 15mins! so tired i hope i can sleep longer! so tired lah!
tmr i wrk 7am!!! morning again dun know wad time can go home this time haix. no!!! muz see wad who is the shift manager. nowadays wrk need to see who is the shift manager den come wrk. else MC luh!
wait!!! i wonder why i almost fall asleep in the toilet!! hahas(:

2011-05-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

arh damn i going to strave to die.. why all the MACDONALD 1 HR LATER CALL BACK! 1HR + 45MINS OF WAITING = 1 HR 45>MINS OF STRAVING!!!!!!!!!
I GUESS I GOING TO DIE LE. LTR AT 4AM NEED TO BATH N LEAVE HSE BEOFORE 5:05AM TO PICK SWEEPENG, FENGLI & KWEE CHOON FOR OPENING..... HAIS...
I TIHNK I DECIDED NOT TO SLEEP LTR . I REALLY SCARE LATER I OVER SLEPT HOW?
i hate been late.
now i got new laptop but dun know wad to do with it now. coz i also dun know. download music? download MV? download games? i also dun know sei. making me confused.

another day has pass...

2011-05-05T21:29:00.000-07:00

finally i can get to another post... my throat is very pain n very sick. went to see doctor and take 2 MC (1 for school, another is work). i dun why so tired. tmr is polling day i suppose to work morning but change to work morning cos afternoon many ppl go polling mah. den i have to work afternoon den sunday opening. xiaoping also know that if i not enough sleep my face expression is very weird and no one dare to talk to me( but its really true) i seriously dun like ppl to disturb me or wad. so noisy and annoying.
lent from loksan the dictionary nv use at all WTH! i wonder m i going to be tmr? i mad dog working like hell. hais..
i miss all my frens which i never talk to them since a long while...

2011-05-04T00:08:00.000-07:00

woah.. i feel so tired... morning i sprain my left ankle(again)!!! haix.. why my life so hard.. i wonder what am i going to do.. it feel so stress out of sudden i dun know wad to do i feel everyone now...

2011-04-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

i'm back(:
nowadays i have been thinking wad m i going to do... i feel so lost everytime n tired... somemore i ever felt why theres no one there for me... i feel like giving up sometime but i think that i need to study i need education... i feel veryveryvery tired... i wonder wad m i going to do...
Lord, i feel very tired now... i feel lost n dunno wad to do... i felt that i always alone for battle...

2010-10-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

i dam sad lah...
cant even imagine it...
sahir resign wth!!
i cry lah..
i dun even know wad to do.. he is the wan who giveme motivation and strenght to carryon working in this dam HFC!!! i thought suffering seriuosly
somemore sasi leaving also!!! wth!!
i gonna be alone theres no crew leader going to teach me sia..
im totally alone

:(

2010-09-11T19:46:00.001-07:00

Hahas(: I now hoping today won't down crew else i will be really very tired... I never do my homework yet:( wth! Go ART leh!!! Argh... I hate it...

Bad day!!!

2010-09-11T02:36:00.001-07:00

I'm so tired bout everything happening right now...in my whole life i got my 1st warning letter!!! Wth!!! Bit I say sorry to jun about wads happening on thursday... I have to bring my pride down to say sorry to him... Im sorry jun about wad happening in counter front I know i shouldn't do that but I'm sorry...

2010-08-03T21:10:00.000-07:00

wa sei!!!
lyk too 2month nv update le..
i juz do a quick review wad happening in my whole 2 months(:
my pay imcrease!
cau & asep went back to iodonesia
china crews going back soon..
got new trainee manager call chaw
a girl la(:
not bad(:
boring..
pass my english oral(;
meet the whose manager in my life.. i maybe gonna faint sia..
many ppl might know i talking hahas(: i seriously cant stand her sia
byes
more posts coming up in chaletas!

2010-04-27T19:00:00.000-07:00

i long time nv post le sia...
i dun even know wad to do...
have to read my SOC( station observation check) argh... so thick lah... wth
hahas(;
now every thursday i can go cell grp meeting (: at huanjia hse(:
i thought my blog was dying sia... hahas(:
ytd i do free labour job sia...
i help xinjia to pack preppack condiments cos i nth to do ma... juz help lo...
she cant even remember how old is she..
this year all the china crew is going back to china... omg i gonna miss everyone soon...
after tat is kateleen leaving also..
wah left me alone la... wth...
i bwan more students to join mac but not suffer at mac hahas(;
this 29 june i have to pon sch cos i need to go crew leader ralley... boss say muz go lo... this time no choice le la...
i wann go kitchaen not counter can or not... argh...
i hate counter the most... who like to do counter for 5 months!!!!
this sat is double pay(: muz work(:

2010-03-15T17:24:00.000-07:00

hahas(: eating mac with boonkiat, nick, jenyoung(: plus galvin
hahas(:
the whole midnite we cant even sleep lah... no space!!!! wth!!! at least i thought it was a fun chalet but until midnite it was totally crap men!!!
we were toning de whole nite(:
hahas(:
nvm!!!! ltr i have to go crew meeting @ mac @ 3 pm... i have to leave chalet again...
haix...
galvin talk about anus and asshole infront of our table i was like WTH!!
jen young: hahahahahahas(:
nick: i wanna to toilet
nick punch me!!!! hahas(:
galvin say dig my nosse!!!! WTH!!!
i dun have human in my nose nick!!!
galvin throw a muffin at boonkiat laptop which i using now
galvin: shanika boo, i dun really like to blog!!! ( wasted la galvin!!! )
galvin got boys problem???? he need a pad??!!!

hahas(: funny sia(:

2010-03-07T04:07:00.000-08:00

hoolla!! currently listen to FIFTHEEN - TAYLOR SWIFT!!!
i think my assessment i will pass(:
i really wanna get good marks, i wasnt nervous and the trainer tell me dun stress treat it as normal.. somemore its not my N or O levels(: hahas(:
i really hope this whole week i will enjoy and next sunday cell grp gonna multiply.. i cant bear it... i will miss everyone......
'cos when ur fiftheen somebody tell you they love you..'
one of lyrics hahas(:
after today i cant use laptop le... until after march holiday bah... i think...
22-26 march i going for OBS!!!
haix... i kinda missyou but i really cant think you... seriously... since you wanna do this to me.. i also will do this but it will be inside my heart... i know its aready 3 months maybe you will or will not view my blog and listen wad i say...
i heard from jun and yanti tat you dun wan to work anymore and you had returnthe uniform last sat which i was going for my course. i really dun know wad you thinking about but i hope u really can give me some times to explain.. and so i can untie the knot in my heart for 3 months...

2010-03-06T06:37:00.000-08:00

hahas(: today i went to church and i plegde my building fund(: this time arise and build is 4 months and city harvest church aready found a land for new church location(:

its at suntec convention centre!!! level 6 & 7 is our SERVICE and can is 15,000 seat!!!

so cool!!! i was shock!!! we dun need to wait for 7 years for building and next year we can move!!!

its in feb!!! i hope they move on my birthday(: hahas(:

today, me, deanna, jingyilim, jean, crystal take many pictures(: so fun(:

hahas(:

tmr is my food hygence assessment at bukit batok interchange de mac(:

i dun think i can come for cell grp meeting tmr.

haix...

i really cant enjoy de chalet la!!!
15feb - 7 30pm youth meeting at expo

16feb- crew meeting

18feb- i think nth on

19feb- i need to wake up early and have to go work!!!
sian la!!!!

i think i hearing loksan craps i really can sleep le(: hahas(:

JIA YOU SHANIKA!!! YOU CAN PASS WAN!!!

OKOK(: TATS ALL FOR TONIGHT(:

hello(: im bach wit long posts(;

2010-03-05T09:17:00.000-08:00

hahas(: im back again(:
i spend my time so happily tat i forget to post hahas(:
on 6 feb:
in=t was my birthday... starting it wasnt happy for me but after the whole sentosa thing. we went to watch bird show at sentosa and i got cake bash by rachel & liya.. OMG!!! the cake went into my nose and its so gross...
before tat mairah scold my manager darwin for bully me everytine(: but darwin key a hot fudge sundea for me(:
ahhas(:
after tat are all chinese new year...
on 14 feb(valentine day):
loksan got attach!!!! but sad for me:( i went to store and been bully by darwin again....
cos i was snatching the packets of marshmollows(: hahas(:
and i work from 10pm - 7am..... so tired
on 15feb:
so boring again... somemore i start work at 9pm - 6 30am.. nvm la ot ma.. i willing (: hahas(:
but closing is so boring lah... but i finally how to cook muffins, cook scramble eggs and sauage(:
hahas(: so fun(:
17feb:
i pon sch... i was so tired!!!!!
19feb:
i pon x-country!!! who wanna go sia... so boring... i rather sleep at home(: but around 1pm plus we went out to eat at seoul garden!!! OMG!!! its my first time going there so full but after tat i still have to work.. hahas(:
24feb:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYA(:
i saw the birthday video its so nice(: hahas(:
27feb:
IM LATE FOR FOOD HYGIENE CLASS!!!
the class start at 9am and i wake up at 8 55am!!
think cos friday i work very late cant make it but i still rush there!!! lucky they haven start yet else nimfa will skin me alive!!! hahas(: jkjk(:
the class is 8hrs long but it useful la(:
3march:
i got my pay(: hahas(: i think kinda less leh... maybe i should ask darwin bout it.. nvm... i also will forget wan...
4mrach:
i bought a bag for $41.30!!! lucky i got member card(:
hahas(:
i bought carebear for me and liya!!!
mine is friendship and liya is surprize
i thinking everyone tat i know i will buy carebears for them(: which can hang it on your bag(:
boss talk to me tat she gonna promote me on 16 march and i need to go for crew leader meeting plus crew meeting... i have to have for nimfa further notice.. idk i should believe her or not leh...
5march:
we went for dragonboating...... so tiring la..
now i got 2 different colours on my leg(: black and white(: hahas(:
dorothy so noisy today(: hahas(:
when the customer wanna retake another order his dam saliva was on our hand..... i was lyk arghh!!!
os disgusting lah!!!
omg!!! but i still punch out on time(:
6march:
im 1 month older!!! hahas(:
nest 15,16,17,18 got chalet but 16 i have to go back to store for crew meeting nvm... kills my time!!! hahas(:
that all for today(: more post coming up(:

2010-02-22T17:00:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!! CHALET COMING SOON OBS ALSO(: HAHAS
I WANNA GO CHALET THIS TIME THE CHALET IS BIGGER(: HAHAS(:
IM SO TIRED... OMGosh...
I WONDER WHY LIFE SO DIFFICULT TO COPE:(
hahas(:
i gonna do project hahas(:
more posts coming soon(:

2010-02-09T00:55:00.000-08:00

TRUE FRIEND!!!

[VERSE 1]We sign our cards and letters BFFYou've got a million ways to make me laughYou're lookin' out for me; you've got my backIt's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tellAnd when I'm quiet you break through my shellDon't feel the need to do a rebel yellCause you keep my feet on the ground
[CHORUS 1]You're a true friendYou're here till the endYou pull me asideWhen something ain't rightTalk with me now and into the night'Til it's alright againYou're a true friend
[VERSE 2]You don't get angry when I change the plansSomehow you're never out of second chancesWon't say "I told you" when I'm wrong againI'm so lucky that I've found
[CHORUS 2]A true friendYou're here till the endYou pull me asideWhen something ain't rightTalk with me now and into the night'Til it's alright again
[BRIDGE]True friends will go to the ends of the earthTill they find the thing you needFriends hang on through the ups and the downsCause they've got someone to believe in
[CHORUS 3]A true friendYou're here till the endYou pull me asideWhen something ain't rightTalk with me now and into the nightNo need to pretendYou're a true friendYou're here till the endPull me asideWhen something ain't rightTalk with me now and into the night'Til it's alright againYou're a true friend [3x]

SHANIKA BIRTHDAY(=

2010-02-08T22:53:00.001-08:00

THIS ARE THE PICTURE TAT I TAKING RECENTLY ON MY BIRTHDAY(= 6 FEB

I WAS 15 ON 6 FEB(=

I GOT 2 BEARS, 22 BUCKS., MP3 FROM MY FRIENDS(=

IM SO HAPPY(=

I HOPE MORE POSTS IS COMING UP(=

I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR GIVING ME A ENJOY DAY(=

INCLUDED WIF THE BIRDS AT SENTOSA(=

THANKS(=

2010-02-05T17:07:00.000-08:00

1 MORE DAY MY BIRTHDAY(:
HAGMAN YOU OWN(OWE) ME PRESENT!!!
I WONDER WAD GOING TMR I THINK???
hahas(:
TMR MORNING LIYA COMING MY HSE(:
MUHAHAS(:
I CANT BELIEVE I GONNA HAVE BEACH PARTY(: ON MY SWEET 15TH BIRTHDAY(:
HAHAS(:
THANKS MAIRAH(: - CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN(: THANKS(:
COUNTDOWN!!!

2010-02-02T00:04:00.000-08:00

YEA(:
4 MORE DAYS(;
MY BIRTHDAY(:
HAHAS(;
I CAN CELEBRATE WIF U GUYS(:
HAHAS(:
TML GOT ART HAVE TO DONE MEN...
I SCREW UP EVERYTHING........ HAHAS(: SAT HAGMAN SPAM ME WIF SMS.... MY PHONE LACK LA... THIS SUNDAY I GOT STEAMBOAT AT POPO HSE COS MY BIRTHDAY(:
I CANT WAIT SIA!!!
HAHAS(:
I HEARD FROM RACHEL TAT THIS SAT WE GOING SENTOSA TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY(:
WTH!!!
I DUN MIND!!!
I WAN PRESENT!!!!
FROM U(:
BUT I KINDA SAD TAT HE LEFT ME ALONE..
BYES

2010-01-25T16:57:00.000-08:00

wah!!! dunno how many days of sch le
so tired!!
i got crew leadewr chit chat on weekend(: yeah~
ytd i train ppl to do runner help out everything first time they nv let me do counter very long(: hahas(: jia you men!!

2009-12-21T07:11:00.000-08:00

I THINK JUZ NOW SMS GUO XIANG THE SMSes I THINK I TOO HASH LE... I THINK I HURTING HIM...
I WAS ASKING HIM WHETHER HE TREAT ME AS A SISTER OR A STRANGER?
DEN HE DUN KNOW
DEN I ASK HIM SO ALL ALONG U TREAT AS A STRANGER INSTEAD OF SISTER?
AFTER TAT HE DIN REPLY BUT I REALISE IM KINDA WRONG FOR TREATING HIM LIKE TAT... IM SORRY...

2009-12-21T04:37:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS 118 POSTS SIA...
TMR MORNING I NEED TO WORK!!! WTH I TELL JUN TAT I DUN WAN TO WORK YET STILL PUT ME WORK 8AM - 1PM!!! WTH!!! SO TIRED...
AFTER TAT GO CREW OUTING!!! THEY CHANGE VENUE!!! GOING SENTOSA!!!
HAHAS(: SOME CREWS STILL COMPLAINING WAD WHY OUR STORE AT VIVO SKY PARK WHILE OTHER STORE AT SENTOSA!!! HAHAS(:
TODAY I GOT 2 INJURIES SIA... LOKSAN LA...
NVM... I WILL PUT THE BLAME ON HER TMR!!! MUHAHAHAHAHA(:
SENTOSA(: YEAH!!! HAHAS(:
THE NEXT FEW DAYS I CANT USE COM SIA... COS NO MONEY LE...
HAIX...
I THINK TODAY I DIN EVEN SPOKE TO HIM A SINGLE WORD...
IM SO BAD OUT OF SUDDEN... I ALSO DUN KNOW WAD I DOING SIA...
I PITY HIM AR??? I DUN KNOW LEH...
DAOFEI KEEP ON SAYING ME WAD HAPPEN WIF MY BF DEN I TELL HIM I BREAK UP LE. DEN SING EE SAY STOP PUTTING SALT IN HER WOUNDS...
DEN JIA WEI KEEP ON SINGING FEN SHOU KUAI LE... WTH!!! HE'S THE 1ST WHICH PUTTING SALT IN MY WOUNDS!!!
I HATE IT!!!
I DUN LIKE BREAKUPS LAH....

2009-12-20T02:15:00.000-08:00

IM SO BORED...
I FEEL SO EMPTY... WONDERING WHY EVERYTHING HAPPEN LIKE TAT...
IM SO SAD...
I NEED SOMETHING TO KILL MY BORED DURING THIS PERIOD...
HMMMMMM...
I DUN KNOW WAD TO SAY LEH.... ITS SO BORED AND EMPTY...
I FEEL LIKE SCOLDING MYSELF... M I SO BAD OR WAD???
HAIX...
I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT... DE DAYS WE SPENT TOGETHER...

2009-12-19T23:26:00.000-08:00

MUHAHAHAS(:

IM BACK AGAIN(:

WITH MANY PICTURES(:

HAHAS(:

I DUN KNOW WAD TO POST LE(:

HAHAS SO CONFUSING(:

HAHAS(:

I MISSING EVERYONE NOW(:

HAHAS(:

LOVES YOU(:

TODAY I GOT MANY BAD ATTITUDES TOWARDS GUO XIANG!!! IM SO ANGRY LAH!!!
I BURN MY THUMB AND I DO FRIES UNTIL DL!!!

I HATE IT!!!
I WAIT FOR 800PLUS SECONDS FOR MY BIG BREAKFAST TO COME:( MY EMC SIA SO LONG LAH!!!

IM SO STRAVING LAH!!!

TODAY I EVEN REMEMBER THE WRONG SERVICE TIMING AND I CAME LATE.... HAIX... BUT TODAY IS ANOTHER ANGRY, SAD AND FUN 1 DAY(:

HAHAS(:

MORE POSTS COMING UP(:

MISS YOU!!!

I REALLY HOPE WE CAN PATCH AGAIN(:

2009-12-19T19:43:00.000-08:00

IM SO BORED...
TODAY NO WORK...
SO BORED....
I MISS HIM...
I MISS THE DAYS...
HAIX...
I FEEL REGRETED NOW...
GOD, IM SO CONFUSING RITE NOW... EVEEYTHING HAPPEN RITE... DID I MAKE THE RITE DECISION? IS I JUZ LYING TO MYSELF EVERYTHING RITE NOW TAT EVERYTHING IS FINE FOR ME? I WONT CRY ANYMORE...

I WANNA PUT MUSIC IN MY BLOG!!!
I WANNA PUT FRIEND BY WONDER GIRLS(: ITS NICE
"... YOU ARE MY FRIEND BUT YOU CANT BE MY BOYFREN....... UR MY EVERYTHING..."
I HOPE WE CAN PATCH AGAIN.... ALWAYS LOVE U(:
I HOPE WE CAN

2009-12-18T06:13:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey!!!
im back(:
im so happy(:
i bought my sch books(:
hahas(:
tmr need to work sia!!! 8 - 2plus... i think i dun care i wanna go for service(:
hahas(: CANDLELIGHT SERVICE(: FINALLY!!!
hahas(:
i think wed ar... if i not wrong i forget is wed or mon..
jia wei and guo xiang nearly got a fight lah!!!
i dun know wads they are problem but i know its all bcos of me
if i didnt stead wif guo xiang... this wont happen!!!
jia wei say guo xiang bad stuff while guo xiang also didnt tat to jia wei evencually i heard everything...
i wonder wads they hatred sia... i know im de main reason which causing them like tat..
haix... they two arh...
somemore tmr jia wei got work... hmmm... another challenge again... i wonder wad they gonna do tmr... haix...
oh God help me... i dun wan them to fight bcos of me...
on thursday night Jun ask me wanna work 31 dec till midnite!!!
i was like... my wish come true i wanted to work till midnite(:
hahas(: im so happy(: hahas(:
shanika's wish come true(:
i heard from jun tat didi, wanwan, derrick, devan, guo xiang, loksan, rina all the young students gonnawork till midnite(:
but i heard from sudargar ytd tat after 12midnite which mean after countdown comfirm got customers in wan.. even we open 4 counters, 2 sides..
hahas(: i think its gonna be another experience(: heehees(:
yeah!!! guo xiang buying me a x'mas present(: hahas(:
i seriously cant wait for tat day sia!!! 31 dec but i heard from ming hui today tat we gonna have chalet on 30-31 dec!!! wth!!! i dun even think i cant come lah!!! i got work leh i even we take off too late le la.. i only can stay overnite only...
i need think to reschdule everything again..
aiyo.. very troublesome leh...
haix...
i comfirm going to work on 31 dec(: muhahahahahahahaha(:
im so happy sia!!!
today W481 xmas party i got forrero rocher from qiao yue!!! thanks qiao yue(:
today play zhong ji mi ma make me very full sia... the forfiet is eat the foods!!! wth!!!
so full la!!! my tummy come out le la!!! aiyo...
COUNTDOWN MEN!!!! I GONNA WORK TILL MIDNITE ON 31 DEC!!!
HAHAS(:
MORE POSTS COMING UP!!! MORE PHOTOS TMR!!!! CANDEL LIGHT SERVICE!!!
JIA YOU SHANIKA(:(:(:

2009-12-14T18:52:00.000-08:00

FROM TODAY ONWARDS I GONNA BE A STRONG NIKA!!!
I WILL FORGET BOUT HIM
I WILL STAND UP AGAIN!
I WONT FALL ANYMORE!
AS WAD THEY SAY FORGET BOUT HIM!!!
I FEEL LIKE TMR SLAPPING HIS FACE!!!
I FEEL LIKE DRAG HIM TO STOREROOM AND BEAT HIM UP
I HATE HIM!!!

LUCKLY YTD GOT SING EE, CHOCOLATE, ALICIA, AUDREY WIF ME...
ELSE I DUN KNOW WAD TO DO...
I NOW TOTALLY NO MOOD TO EAT...
I JUZ HOPE I DUN WAN TO GO HOSPITAL ANYMORE...

SHANIKA WILL STAND UP AGAIN ALTHOUGHT SHE HAD FALL

2009-12-14T08:12:00.000-08:00

WE BREAK UP AREADY!!!
HAPPY?
I HATE U FOR LIFE!!!

2009-12-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

I REALLY COMFUSED WITH MY FEELINGS...
WENDY SAY SHES DISAPPOITNED IN ME...
WAD CAN I DO...
IF LIKE IM SO NO ONE IS LIFTING ME UP...
EVERYONE LIKE PULLING ME DOWN...
WHY? WHY THEY SAY LIKE TAT?
I JUZ NOW AREADY CRY FOR 15MINS+++
I DUN WAN TO GIVE UP ON THIS RELATIONSHIP TAT I HAVING NOW...
COS FEW TIMES I EVEN FEEL WHY ARE U DO THIS TO ME?
TO ME....
TO ME...
TO ME...
I SERIOUSLY DUN WAN TO BREAK UP...
GUO XIANG CAN DUN DO THIS TO ME?
EVERYTHING WE HAD TRY...
WHY DO U THIS TO ME SO EASILY...
U MAKE IT SO HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE...
JUZ BCOS WE ARE DIFFERENT RELIGION?
JUZ BCOS EVERYTHING RITE NOW?
HAVE WE TRY?
HAVE WE TRY EVERY SINGLE THING RITE NOW?
I SERIOUSLY DUN WAN TO GIVE UP THIS RELATIONSHIP...
GOD I KNOW U WILL MAKE A WAY FOR US...
I BELIVE IN U...
DEAR GOD,
IF THIS GUY LOVE ME AND THIS GUY IS SUITABLE FOR ME?
PLS GIVE A SIGN
DEN I WILL MAKE A CHOICE...

2009-12-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

I got something to confess rite now!!!!
im attach to POH GUO XIANG!!!
we were together since 101209!!!
heehees(:
i dun wan to hide anymore i wanna confess!!!
i dun wad wendy will think... i dun noe wad she will say...
i muz step out!!! i cant hide anymore...
anytime they will know!!!
im so sad rite now...
i dun care le...
sorry dear...
i dun even know m i hurting u or not
i feel very guilty now...
my heart is trouble...
i know wendy will nag at me or wad...
i juz wanna be wif him...
i dun wan to hide anymore...
i love u my dear(:
(sorry if i hurt u)

2009-12-12T22:11:00.000-08:00

SAD LA... TODAY NV GO DELL GRP MEETING BUT I GOT WATCH ONLINE SERVICE TODAY(:
HAHAS
TMR GOT WORK SIA...
11AM - 7PM... 7 HRS AND 30MINS
SO LONG LA...
SOMEMORE ON WED I WORK AT NIGHT SHIFT SIA...
I DUN WAN... IM SICK OF NIGHT SHIFT... :(
ALTHOUGHT I WANNA MORE AND EARN MORE MONEY BUT LIKE TAT WILL DIE SIA...
I WRITTEN ON THE REQUEST BOOK LIAO BUT JUN DOESNT WANNA LISTEN... I WAN TO SLEEP SIA... LTR HAVE TO READ THE COUNTER THING PAPER... I WANNA PROMOTE TO CREW LEADER!!!
5 MORE DAYS TO X'MAS PARTY!!!
9 MORE DAYS TO CREW OUTING!!!
HAIX... SO MANY THING SIA...
I WANNA BRING GUO XIANG GO BUT I DUN KNOW HE SIA...
HAIX... I THNK VERY DIFFICULT... NVM I MUZ HAVE FAITHEVERYTHING TAT I DO! EVEN GOD SAY NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!! ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!! ^^
JIA YOU SHANIKA!!! I CAN MAKE IT WAN!!!
I NEED TO BUY PRESENT FOR GUO XIANG BUT I DUN KNOW WAD PRESENT HE GONNA GIVE ME???
I THINKING TO BUY AND DO A KEYCHAIN FOR HIM(: I DUNNO SHOULD I OUT SKY OR GUO XIANG NAME... HMMM...
I DUN KNOW LEH...
HAHAS(:
18 DEC HE TRY TO TAKE OFF AND ACOMPANY ME GO BUY BOOKS...
NVM... I NEED TO GO STUDY FOR THE COUNTER THING!! I WANNA DO CREW LEADER!!! (:

LOVE U AND MISS U MY DEAR(:

2009-12-12T09:16:00.000-08:00

today im so happy and angry....
today i suppose to go church but all thanks to jun la...
today cannot go we talk finish until 3 30 somemore service start le...
today me and GX suppose to punch out wan but out if sudden jun find us...
i thought he wanna talk to us something lucky nth..
juz wanna talk to us bout our counter greeting and the service we have to reduce to 14 or lesser ppl...
guo xiang, derrick, devan they gonna becoming a crew leader but jun say i only maybe...
wads so good bout crew leader sia???
i know pay higher but very xin ku...
today he make me angry...
he talk some ridiculous thing which now i still angry stupid la...
why he muz make me angry?

2009-12-11T09:52:00.000-08:00

IM SO HAPPY YTD AND TODAY(:
TODAY IS OUR 3RD DAY(:
HAHAS(:
KEEP ON BULLLY ME!!!
WTH!!!
BUT I REALLY FORTUNET TO KNOW U MY DEAR(:
WE STILL GOT MANY DAYS AHEAD OF US(:
WE MUZ CHERISH EVERY SINGLE MOMENTS(:
LOVES YOU(:
TMR DOWN CREW?
IDK... TMR MORNING NEED TO WORK...
SO SIAN LTR CALL ME TO SET UP DK I COMFIRM WILL ANGRY WAN
EVERYTIME WORK MORNING OR WAD I WILL ALWAYS SET UP DK WTH!!!
I DUN WAN SIA...

2009-12-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

wth! today i think i superman sia!
i run 2 station leh!!! i run grill and vats cos impossible to let aunties to run 2 station so i sacrifice myself
i dun want to ley aunties to suffer they older den me leh. i cannot ill treat them ma
juz joking... i run until i hungry... no one helping at all. i suffer all the way la
after pumch in still do kitchen wth!!!
juz now call jun no one answer again! walao! m i working tml or not?
i now try to change my working hrs...
i feel very tired nowadays....
juz now me and loksan talk alot at skypark. hahas wetalk some craps la
hahas
TMR I WANNA WORK!!!
im so tired...
haix....
today i tell alots of things to sing ee hahas... some secrets sia!!! hahas zhang jie and loksan also know...
i juz now call store they tell me jun MC wth!!!
walao!!! nvm i still working tmr 12 - 7pm no mood to work ltr hahas!!!
im so hungry sia hahas!!!
nvm!!! i will dream of food!!!
MORE POSTS COMING TMR(:(:(:(:(:

2009-12-07T06:33:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS ANOTHER DAY!!!
I START WORK AT 4 30 - 9PM... VERY BORING SIA!!!
AFTER 7PM ONLY I STUDENT WORKING... SO BORING LAH! TRY TO MAKE FUN WITH NAZRUM HAHA!!!
STUPID JUN NV ANSWER MY CALL!!! I SPAMSPAMSPAM DEN HE SWITCH OFF HIS PHONE WTH LA!!!
CELEFTINE AND YANY GOIING TO WORK WIF ME!!!
IM SO HAPPY!!! I CANT WAIT TO WORK WITH THEM(:
WANWAN MAKE ME ANGRY LIKE SIA!!!
I REQUEST TO CHANGE RUNNER! I RATHER WAN XIN JIA TO BE MY RUNNER!!!
18 DEC GOT CELL GRP X'MAS PARTY
22 DEC GOT CREW OUTING
NOW I STARTED TO RECORD STUFF!!! I STARTED TO FORGET MANY THINGS SERIOUSLY!!!
I WAS WONDERING THIS DEC WHY M I SO BUSY!!!
KINDA?
OH GOD I NEED SOME STRENGTH!!!
I STARTED TO FEEL WEAK I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...
I CANT BE A STRONG SHANIKA...
I THINK I WILL FALL SICK ANYTIME...
I SEE DOCTOR ALSO NO USE LA....
HAIZ... LET NATURE TAKE IT COURSE... HAIZ...
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

2009-12-05T23:00:00.000-08:00

hahas!
another post again(:
hahas!
ytd i wake up at 6 30am but i snooze the alarm abd i waka up at 7 15! i thnk i totally late for wotk!!!
i quick sms loksan and guo xiang(which is sky) say im late!
i quickly go bath and pack my bag and flag 1 cab to work!
lucky i didnt late for work! i saw darwin! his de shift manager! cos jun haven come yet wth!
den nvm lo.. i take over auntie she go eat den guo xiang was my runner.
i totally like a idiot i slow... cos im not use to morning counter.. den auntie cone back i went back to stock up DK! wth i hate DK the most... i started to complain to jun tat i angry.. from 9am till 11 30am den he let me eat. before tat i arady at DK started to cry...
after break i go do runner i punch put at 1 30 den i wait for guo xiang cos he staying at JW st 93 near church ma den i wait for him lo...
after tat we took mrt den we talktalktalk when we reach reach dover its started to rain heavily so heavily tat i cant go church la...
when we reach pioneer.. i ask him wanna take cab den i say we pay half half..
wa lao he alight first den i was like wth...
den i slowly lo..
after tat i reach church... den i slowly lo...
hahahs... i think after tat i dun feel like posting le.. cos its not happy lah...
ytd internet got problem cant use laptop...
hahas!!!!
shanika got attachment on tuesday and wed!!!
im going CTP on tuesday 2 - 10 pm
wed i dunno leh...
hahas.. more posting coming soon(: (: (:

2009-12-04T10:00:00.000-08:00

today only work 4hrs cos today i not really feeling well...
loksan punch at 6pm me 6 30pm...
we slack inside the crew room!
wa lao! big boss come and find us to sweep and mop the floor! throw trash!
me and loksan thinking faster get out of crew room before she call us to do anything...
we wanted for sky for 1 hrs!!!
i was wondering his name is poh guo xiang or poh gua xia???
wth!!! hahas!!!
we 3 went to skypark watch STARSTARSTAR!!!
nth to watch also!!!
hahas
wanted to watch movie but no seat le
den juz walk around...
until 9pmpuls everyone all went home...
IM SO HAPPY THAT I GONNA HAVE ATTACHMENT WITH GUO XIANG, LOKSAN, CHOCOLATE AND DE OTHER 4 MORE CREWS!!!
WE GOING CTP!!!
2PM-10PM HAHAS!!! 7 1/2 HRS
HAHAS BETTER DEN NTH!!!
SKY GONNA BUY A BIG BEAR FOR ME NEXT YEAR!!! YEA!!! THANKS(:
OK NEED TO SLEEP LE!!!
TMR GOT WORK AT 8AM AFTER TAT RUSH TO CHURCH!!! VERY TIRED LE.........
NITES.

2009-12-04T09:33:00.000-08:00

enjoy!

2009-12-03T23:58:00.000-08:00

im so happy!!!!!!!
i went to watch twilight saga new moon!!
so nice to watch lah!
but the last line of the movie is:" WILL YOU MARRY ME?" - edward cullen
den the movie end!!!!!!
WTH!!!!!
i went to watch with LIYA! MAIRAH! RACHEL N ME!!!
rachel was late for the movie we so piss la!!
haaaaaahhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaasssss!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIYA going for OJE on monday!!!!
CELEFTINE N YANY WAS SELECTED FOR THE JOB LE(:
i dun ned to work alone again!!!!!!!
I GOT FRIENDS NOW!!!!!!!!
really thanks sreed for everything(:
HAHAS!!!
talking to sky now nth to do ssiiiiiiaaaaa...........
he calling me a pig now!!
he very bad lah!!!!!
but his my good brother(:
wah got chalet again?
i dun wan to go le la!! 1-3rd jan 2010
waste money!!!
i rather work la!!
TIME IS MONEY TO ME!!!!
my birthday coming soooonnnnn!!
COUNT DOWN!
I DUN WAN CHALET LEH!!!!!!

2009-12-02T23:47:00.000-08:00

im kinda tong ku nowadayz..........
i today only 2 hrs den punch le too many crews wth!!! lucky i start 2 hr earlier else i suffer sia...
lucky sky talk to me de whole nite(: i think from morning till 2am plus bah. i think fell asleep halfway hahas. he and daniel very bad la!!! today i do counter i leave my counter for awhile juz to take tissue paper they started to play wif my counter they so bad!!! AIYO!!! today within 2 hrs i do many refunds sia i keep on ask sreed to do refund he see my face also sian
sky tell me juz if anyone me he will stand up for me(: a good ppl sia(: hahas
actually work at mac is fun lah its depend wad kind of emotion? de situation that your mood tat day seriously!!!
today i reach home i cry...... liya did the same thing to me as 8 months ago:( 8 month ago i was the was who went for interview and cos rachel still underage, liya and her dun wan to work left me alone work for 8 months i didnt even know how i survivi without my close frens wif me..... liya promise me before..........
juz bcos rachel didnt selected for the job she also doesnt wanna work and say tml doesnt wanna come for OJE!!! i was lyk..... liya are you going to did tat to me again..... m i gonna work without my close sisters with me.... without any close frens but sky is there(: no worry but liya leh......... why? i feel heart broken now.......
i need some peace........
thanks sky juz now talk to me(:

2009-11-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

today!!!! i feel sick sia!!!
thanks sky!!! for telling me 2 website for downloading music(:
heehees!!!
i doesnt wanna work counter but sreed forcing me to do so i do lo after i ask for break cos i didnt eat today:( tml still need to work haix
today customer in in in!!!! dao fei was my runner!!! he very funny lah
today i can run or wad i will feel giddy!!!
I CUT MY HAIR!!!
OHYA!!! YTD I LOST ONE LAPTOP & MY PHONE!!! MY PHONE LEH!!!
lucky i got another number i just need to buy the phone can le!!! mummy bless me 10bucks plus 1 brand new handphone!!! sony ericsson w595!!! i wanted touchscreen but too x lah!!! i use wad i using now(:
heehees!!!

YOU ARE DE REASON WHY MY SKY IS BLUE! BLUE!

2009-11-28T19:18:00.000-08:00

ytd i sms sky many message sia!!! i think my phone is burst men.
talk to me late midnite!!! heehees
this week i very tired sia!!!
next year i gonna have my internet ast home luh!!!
much easier for me!!! (:
i miss chocolate, loksan, carabell, SKY(you are de reason why my SKY is blue blue!!
you gonna give me my present
next year my birthday i dont wan to come church
i dont wan a sad birthday again!!!!
i wan a happy birthday!!!
i wanna celebrate wif everyone surrounding me(:
a birthday which really frens know(:
this my birthday i didnt been pray.... cos they celebrate in coffee shop!!! I HATE IT!!! IDONT WAN ANYMORE!!!
i hate my BIRTHDAY TO BEEN CELEBRATE AT COFFEE SHOP!!!

why??? i wanna a happy birthday not sad wan............

2009-11-28T19:16:00.000-08:00

i mean wad i say!!! i dont lyk him mean i dont lyk him can ur stop it!!!
now i remember wad i say in 2nd post! ya! i HATE YOU!!!! I DONT WAN TO SEE YOU!!! SHUT UP!!!!!

2009-11-19T00:16:00.000-08:00

I BEEN SUSPEND FROM WORK!!! the bloodly customer i did nth wrong lah!!! our store no game lables mean dont have still wanna complain to manager make me suspend from work now i have to wait for Nimfa call... i started to everyone now... i cry from 30mins more than tat ar!!! manju n rina saw me crying.... I HATE IT!!!! I WANNA WORK!!! I WILL BE GOING NICHOLAS TAN HSE!!!

2009-11-19T00:14:00.000-08:00

I DONT LIKE YOU!!! pls i dont like you!!! can you juz leave me alone.... i know you will see my blog pls leave me alone....

2009-11-11T20:10:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! i saw vivian tng, jingyilim & hui shan at chalet and she stay above me de next door!!! so cool lah
i was happen to answer eliz call i went out to answer de call jingyilim scream lah!!! we are so happen to be in F block and she's 2nd floor!!!
2nd nite we hardly get any sleep... but we play!!! hahas
around 3 am plus i went out and find vivian!!! we wanted to chit chat instead of tat i was i learning how to ride a bicycle and i cant!!!
i cant balance!!! SERIOUSLY!!!
but the pink guy(i forget his name) i sit on his bike and myhips & butt still hurts lah!!! wth!!!
I GOT PANDA EYES!!! TML NEED TO PUT SOME MAKE-UP TO WORK SO IT WONT LOOK OBVIOUS.
MUHAHAHA!!!
I KNOW ELIZ READ MY BLOG!!! I TOT MY BLOG HAD DIED! LOVES YOU ELIZ!!!
MAYBE LTR GOING BACK TO PASIR RIS TO FIND VIVIAN TNG THEY ALL!!! MAYBE BUT JINGYILIM IS NUTS NOW!!! SHE THINKING BOUT GUYS!!!! THAT MUZ BE GREAT!!! MUHHAHAHAH!!!
I WANT CHALET!!!! AGAIN!!! MAYBE :] NEXT YEAR MY BIRTHDAY GOT CHALET!!! MY WISH!!! ^^ REMEMBER!!!
HMMMM... TATS ALL!!! MORE POSTS COMING UP!!!
*I HESITATE NOW!!! STOP MAKING PISS OFF OR WAD!!! SHUT UP AND STOP DISTURBING ME YOU asshole BUS3RD

2009-11-01T21:10:00.000-08:00

WOOOAH!!! i just choose finish my subject combination!!! i choosing chemistry, biology, art, ss, history!!! i dont want to take others subjects!! i going for rachel birthday chalet!!!
muhhahahahahahaha!!! she arh everything wan present!!! yala included class chalet... im taking 5 days off in nov...
i dont know why i dont want to go cell grp meeting.... is it too far? or something is feel wrong???
forget bout it... but it still too far...

2009-10-22T20:20:00.000-07:00

WHOA!!! THIS IS THE 2ND DAT OF THE CHALET!!! IM SO FREE!!!
i never went to WWW before!!! we going later!!!
come on im gonna upload many photo!!!
ytd we have a birthday amazing race for yao min!!! ITS SO FUN LAH
i hope tomrrow i got time to go church!!! muhahahs!!
i miss everyone now!!!! whosss!!!
more posts coming up soon!!!1 muhahas!

2009-10-06T22:00:00.000-07:00

HEY YO!!! IM BACK!!!
"wad as great day i have" im like drowning.... aiyo
WE GONNA HAVE CHALET!!!
I M LIKE WAD DE HELL!!!
need to pay... but im fine with it....
Ytd NAZ kenna car accident... ytd some of the crew waiting to punch and wondering why they haven yet. den i hear from manager tat they got car accident at JB when they are on thier way to work.
den i have to work longer again.. i work until 10 35 very tired lah..
i been so call bully by the manager darwin stupid la he... everytime bully me den got 1 auntie say he like me? no way!!! this is impossible... everytine when i having break alway distract me and take my phone or punch card. he dam bad la.. hahas..
exams starting this friday need to jia you...
i juz now saw my english CA2 marks i got 50/100!!! i juz pass only!!! im so happy!!!
ON 22 OCT- 24 OCT IM GOING CHALET!!! HOPE I CAN BLOG SOMETHING BOUT IM SO HAPPY CANT WAIT FOR THAT DAY!!!

MORE POSTS COMING UP:):):)

2009-09-29T22:02:00.000-07:00

wah lao.. im dead men... i cant even imagine that he sms in malay and is gross... ohmygod im dead men...
come on men i ned to be strong before i really collasp... theres no GIANT that gonna block my way!!! COMFIRM WAN COS ALL THE GIANT I CHASE AWAY LE... MUHAHAHAS!!!!
i really muz passs all my exams!!!!
this year is very important for me men!!!
i know no one will help me... but i willing to try if you give me a chance(:

2009-09-16T18:36:00.000-07:00

im dead
i shouldnt IKE A GUY FROM MY WORKING!!!!
nonononononononono!!! shanika muz come back to real world!!!
hehes
building fund is coming soon!!!! i really wan a breakthrough in my life!!!
hehes!!!
our BL zone now in veggie fast.

2009-08-13T18:39:00.000-07:00

Hello(: i'm back. I'm kinda bored this few days:( Wendy is graduate this saturday(: Hahas. I wanna sleep men. I'M GONNA HATE YOU! I meant it if i dare but i can't:( i'm gonna performing during teacher day(: i'm going to present flag twiling(: very pain la. But is fun. Jia you(: i love you. Hahas. I hope more posting coming up(: (: (: i want DRESS, SKIRT, SHIRT, white Heels. And many more. Hahas. More posts coming up(: SHANIKA JIA YOU TML I'M WORKING AGAIN. I hope i'm not dead yet(:Jia you. ByebyebyebyeBye(:

2009-08-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

I REALLY NEED A BREAK FOR MYSELF. I totally can't take it. You promise me tat you be there for me but now? Where are you now? I juz want you juz reply 1 sms can le. But why cant? Is it you hate me? Or?
God i lyk totally hide all my feelings. I can't have a chance to speak out i don't want a fight appearing infront of me but cell grp and family? Wad can i do? Cell grp... I can't take it. But family... I can't stand my mother... She totally put words in my mouth telling de false thing. I WANNA BREAK!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

Hello(: everybody! I'm posting by using my phone(: Hahas. How Sia? I think i'm nuts? Don't know la.I cut my finger and de fried fries de light burn my right hand.I knew no one will concern bout it.Cos i lyk invisible everything.I was wondering wad happen to cell grp?Totally different tat i met.I feel lyk no space to breathe...I got a choice to know where i going or not.No one is suppose to stop me.There's always no 2nd thought in my mind.I hate it.EVERYTHING! I got 2nd no.(: Hehes.More posting coming up(:

2009-07-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

heyhey!
i'm back!
long time ever post le.
today just have CLIQUE OUTING wif vivian, deanna, jean and hui shan. very fun. we take noeprint( sorry hui shan w/o you inside)
i bought a PINK zinc bag! ok? pink again.
went home to bath! (:
SMELL NICE(: eh, now at vivian's house!!!!!!!
i am blogging! (wait! of course i am!)
i cant wait fortml!
i hope it will be FUN!
i hope HE wil get well i no time!
sorry i didnt answer your call last nite.
ehhms, done blogging
NIGHT!

2009-06-28T04:39:00.000-07:00

FOR YOU... ...

waiting fo you,
is like waiting for the sun to appear,
in a nt that lasts forever,
but i dont even care,
i shall wait for you,
for i love you,
as the time passes by,
i love you even more,
and more i love you,
just feels like softly burning,
candlelight....

i will write more on poems this few month...
hahas
im bored...
sch reopen and i have to rush work from my sch again
i hate this feelings....
but sometimes my working place very fun...
you can ever imagina tat.. hahas...
i wanna go shopping!!! watch movie and many more
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

2009-06-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

HEY I'M JOINING DONT FORGET THE LYRICS
but its seems like things doesn't go well through this few days...
i dont know how to say la
but the rest... wa i dont wan to continue le i will more boiling sia...
everything seems so unfair...
EVERYTHING!!!
haix... everything all about her... hello???
shit la.. i dont wan to continue in case ppl know this ppl go tell...
oh no... i got 100 english & 100 chinese songs...
piss off le la...
I WANNA SLAP PPL!!! I CANT STAND EVERYTHING HAPPENING NOW ALL!!!
BYES

2009-06-11T01:13:00.000-07:00

WAH! the camp is awesome!

our camp is at Paya Lebar Methodist girls sch( primary).

this are the lastest photo!

we got take wif Pst Zhuang!

we are in MOSES house!

MOSES ROCKS! we go through thick and thin together!

we team leader is GUO WEI! he's handsome! he's a good leader i ever meet altought he 17 hahas. i thought he is younger... hahas.

we were starving la! no supper le... lucky we bought tibits the day before camp!

hahas.

the games were fun!

karuna is in NOAH, bee's cell grp in JOSEPH same as augustus cell grp

our in MOSES!!!

I LOVE MOSES!!!

i met alots of frenz like jasmine, xin ying , jing ying, dahpne, yugene, tien min, christiana, faith and many more!!!

I MISS MOSES! I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

i realy hope we got outing or wad.

this is the BEST camp but BREAKAWAY YOUTH CAMP i will not forget it men!!

hahas. alots of ppl no voice sia! like audrey, jonathan, hui shanand me!

HAHAS

I MISS MOSES!!! I LOVE MOSES!!! I WAN TO HAVE CAMP AGAIN!!!

i wanna meet the guys men. our house got few very cute guys... hahas.

later going for prayer meeting at Riverwalk and tml i need to rush again fron my working place to expo hall 1. RUSH AGAIN!

2009-05-11T23:48:00.000-07:00

haix...
so many exams....
super tired la ......
ytd i burnt myself very pain la....
i nv went for CL lesson 10 at riverwalk & i went to buy dress for this sunday the party i choose a dress for eliz....
maybe it quite weird the dress ... hahas.....
i this few days keep on work long hrs...
hahas..
augustus finally got phone.. lols ...
i cut bans and sideburn also..
hahas.. i think i look weird... alot ppl say i look nicer in this hairstyle... hahas... look cutie!!! hahas...

2009-04-29T10:02:00.000-07:00

hahas.... today is the last day for IPW
ytd when i work i accidently burn myself.. i cry for half an hour.. very pain la...
it's like part of my flesh......
today got bible study at riverwalk.. i going for CL lesson 9 & 10.. after tat go NTUC to cbheck something. :) byes byes. i pray tat God will heal my hand.

2009-04-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

wa! long time nv blog le....
I"M ON VEGGIE FAST!!!
it's quite difficult for me sia...
i got a sack of homework and some project....
exams is coming soon......
i very stress......
cannot take leave for exam... cos the closing date close le.....
OMGosh how sia... kill me alive better......
byes.......
i will when im free.........

2009-04-07T21:59:00.000-07:00

we lost again raffles girl sch........
tml more worst cedar.......
i very tired......... work work work.....
no time to study........
but quite fun ytd when i work... i know how to do runner and dk! ICE CREAM IS COOL!
i very bored suan le... the follwing day more tired....... byesbyes

2009-03-27T20:49:00.000-07:00

lame....... go sch use com for something hwich i dont know...
JIA YOU! BUKIT MERAH REVIVAL!!!
tml have to wake up early to serve children church after tat go youth service.....
i juz realise........ i cant cope my works, studies, cca.. i really very tired..

2009-03-25T17:56:00.000-07:00

WA.... today no sch but got e-learning..

on monday, i went to work.... i fall sick after kayaking...

after kayaking, i went ti work -.- but after tat i went to seng kang to attend wake....

song xian's mother pass away...... :(

my face was red when i reach there as wendy tell me... i didnt run... i feel very cold... i juz wanna go home and sleep....

tuesday.... i work again!!!! i meet a girl call yang ling from STC 3R. very cool la... hahas

i dont think this few days i got voice to talk..............

ytd got 1 auntie from my mother cell grp come to my house to stay awhile wif 3 kids.. -.-

my house is gonna be very noisy..............

OMGosh............

this my Zone outreach pic!

EMERGE!

2009-03-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

hihi i long time nv post le...
i felt bored...
i wan my dear dear...
i really miss him...
i think i really have to find job...
else i really have a difficult life...
i didn't even have proper allowance...
it's going lower and lower...
i felt why God let me have this life... i know He had a better future for me and my family but i really have a difficult time now... i really can't breathe...
he promise tat he will be there for me but how m i going to contact him... i really wanna talk him wad happen in my life... i wannna talk to him... everything i been through in my life... i'm sorry for making you worry but you say u will alays there for me ahen i need you.. pls dont leave me alone...

2009-03-03T20:00:00.000-08:00

i'm bored in lesson..........
so many common test.........
MISS CHERYL LEE XIU QIN has juz leave BMSS from 28 feb onwards....
i miss her....

2009-02-25T19:37:00.000-08:00

haix...
lesson again..
i think im sick of home econ now...
on tuesday we got cross country we went somewhere to run its a whole sch event...
me, liya, rachel & miarah hardly run cos we on some music and sing songs!!! cool la.
after that we went vivo to celebrate liya birthday...
we went to sky garden and play the water after we all wet!!! me & rachel was injured very suai la...
from monday to wed i having a hard without my PHONE cods no money to top up.. :( now top up le... but no one message me...
i think i might delete my blog cos i think no diea whther ppl will see my blog or not...
i might talk alotz of rubbish to talk...
my next birthday is still far away but i started to plan but i cant have any date on tat day cos i have to serve children church and got service and maybe got bible study class....
maybe is my worst day when its on saturday...
i dont want my cake is small cos it's MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY!!!!
i want presents!!!!
i dont want to celebrate alone cos its my actual birthday!!!
i dont want to sad on that day cos its my birthday....
i wanna be happy....
not sad...
i want a big cake not small wan...
i wan present which is spiritual not bears, clothes and so on....
this year i got clothe from cell grp... bear from cell grp members and cake from liya and rachel...
ohya.. this year i got cake from liya & rachel finally!!!!
i eat it after i go hui shan take chairs..
muhahahas
ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLUE MY LOV E FOR YOU WILL NEVER END!!!
i tpyin rubbish now oh no...
shanika having a mood swing now... oh men...
my knee caps hurts... and its bleeding la... :(

2009-02-23T12:07:00.000-08:00

hello!!!
WA!!! EMERGE was great although not enough space to sit...
on satuerday i was serving..
i was very tired and i was half asllep and awke during service.. -.-
is not a good thing for a chairperson..
every week bring student down to DM hiax...
but i carry de whole respondsibility in my hand and i wanna bring 2B to a higher level!!! :)
have to finish my hw byes...

2009-02-18T19:53:00.001-08:00

i was totally in no mood la...
i dont know how to celebrate my birthday next year cos its on saturday... :(
this year my birthday i also not in the good mood...
i really wanna a good birthday wif my best frens around me lyk umairah, liya, rachel and so on...
...
my birthday video cool rite??? LOLZ!
i felt tired this few days the whole month i might nedsome resting periods for me...
BYES... GOT SCH WORKS....

2009-02-06T19:35:00.000-08:00

my birthday video
this is my first time got birthday video all thanks to UMAIRAH!!!
i lyk it!!! loves u!!

2009-01-18T18:46:00.001-08:00

hello!!!
i know i long time nv blog le hahas
busy and lazy to blog
yes 18 more days!!!! i cant wait for tat day!!! hahas
i wanna watch movie!!!
actually i wanted to have steamboat but cancell le...
audrey ask me to have small party at my house but my house too small le and my mother promised me on tat day give me money out but i dont who will go out wif frenz but i don't know go wif who... :(
i juz count down ba...
:( :( :(
i'm so afraid no one celebrate wif me...
i damn miss lawrence althought he stayin at his gradmother but every friday i might pick him up... lawrence is my brother!!!
hahas
i miss everyone which i didnt see a long time..
on sat when i serve i serve wif jia wei at b1... the kids ah... nth can say bout dem... i only thing i can say is help me!!!!
jai wei keep on say got little boy keep on followin us... :@ i damn scare la...
tat day also a bad day for for someone which know...
dont feel lyk talkin le... spoil my mood...

2008-12-25T23:33:00.000-08:00

Nika~Nika~eh! eh! eh!
i'm happy but i'm sad...
maybe ba...
i did a foolish thing in my life... i totally no mood for today service, went out wif de guys...
de whole day i totally no mood and not a good x'mas for me... ( only those who understand wad i mean)
i receive alotz of present and cards...
after i did a foolish thing and i cry even moreafter my mother left de house... i totally no mood for x'mas service, sms, call,hold hand wif eliz...
after i did de foolish thing... i felt totally loney... i wana warm hug from eliz... byes

2008-12-20T10:34:00.000-08:00

watcha doin?
i'm kinda bored this whole month but i busy de december lo...
hahas...
AISA CONFERENCE rocks.... althought i sick due to de air0con REALLY k?
this few days my eyes got sonething la very oain de nhui shan keep on ask me to see doctor den i o.o but nv see :p
but now better le hahas
wa!!! me and shi wei have to do something lo... later meeeting him to discuss...
hiaz... i'm at eliz house rotting sia
i miss FAITH!!!! OMGosh i forget which cell group she's in
i miss all de ppl in parade nation...
but got 2 ppl i miss de most..( cant say hahas) but got one is ELIZ!!! hahas
hmmm....
don't noe wad to do...
haizzzz....
feel like update alot of things...
don't wad i thinkin sia
ytd around afternoon, i meet eliz to buy xin yi present.... de dress very nice men
after eliz come and house and jealous of my bed, eat alots of stuff, BREAD PUDDING!!!
OMGosh i dont know when it's cold it's nice!!! hahas
den we go my bed and sleep very tired la.. but we did nth i only noe eliz take alots of photo... -.-
i wan _____ and ________!!! hahas
candlelight service i hope it's fun hahas

2008-11-24T17:48:00.000-08:00

hey guys! this time i blog my own!!! mairah is busy... i miss eliz yeah she coming back on wednesday! ya! i miss her like siao.. i take alot of picture during asia conference but mairah will help me post! i'm sick from starting of the asia conference until now... even today monday i felt sick.. we all at Don house! we play manjong, eat play... sianz lo... i wan Eliz i miss her badly from the day after i sms her in the morning!!! i miss her face but i put she bpatize de picture in my phone as screen saver!!! hahas ! gotta go!! miss u

2008-11-18T22:08:00.000-08:00

YEAH!ASIA CONFERENCE IS TML!im so happy but tml got rehearsal..But cant eliz...haiz..sad...no mood liao...lucky jeremy talkto me this few dats and cheer me up..but he still the same talking lots of rubbish...haiz..my mother is also going for Asia Conference!!!yeah!so cool right!hahas....i tink i writing rubbish now...haiz...i really hope theres no rain for the next 5 days cos ASIA CONFERENCE!5 more days till eliz come back!yeah!im bored im bored im bored.thanks mairah!help me post again!hahas.

2008-11-17T16:30:00.000-08:00

OH NO!eliz went for her obm...im gonna miss her until siao..hahas.today morning i sms her cos idk what reason i wake up and 6 15 and started to sms her until 6 49 then stop cos she wanne save battery -.-oh no!who m i gonna sms now since shes gone...eliz,hui shan,audrey..students from st. theresa convent not in singapore again..haiz...umairah also going for camp...asia conference coming!yeah!i got my tag!muahahahahahaha!hehes...that sounds bad..hahas...nvrm..hee eun also got her tag!im super happy cos got 1 classmate from my skool going for asia conference..and this time i have FAITH THAT BMSS REVIVAL IS COMING!i must really make it happen!i wonder whens our sister outing..i wanna go swimming i miss swimming lo...hehes...cos finally i know how to swim after going the swimming course organise by my skool hehes...tonight have to see match at ZHCC.-.-'''diaoz...SHANIKA MISS ELIZ!DAY 1

2008-11-14T16:34:00.000-08:00

yesterday,me,rachel and her grandmother we went expo hall 5 for the food fest is good lo!and its fun!hahas.After that rachel wanna try take cab back to her house whether expensive or not.Diaoz..when we reach her house,we do our stuff after that we thinking to watch movie ya then we call eugene and ym to join us to watch.rachel , me , ym and eugene went to watchmovie.ok la.the movie quite ok but i didnt understand it lo.the problem is rachel think me and eugene are together.what the hack?i feel like killing her lo.anyhow say about me.nvrm.after that we went to singapore river...pls thats more weird lo.i cant believe it lo.mvrm.forgive and forget..hahas.quite bored lo..ya...if i not wrong eugene took the train back home...and i took only 167 which only bus that i can get back home...luckily we all dont have curfew else die lo...hahas...im bored this few days dont know what to do during my holidays...thanks mairah to help me post.

2008-11-10T16:08:00.000-08:00

Today im sohappy.Cos today is RACHEL BIRTHDAY!HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!she actually treating us but its close until dont know when.Sad...but they treat us to eat sushi at pasir ris and i super full la.liya vomit we wont leave until the desert come.OMGosh!its supernice lo.den we actually we wan go JEC..but didnt know that JEC already close then we leave and went to TB safra and play around 7plusdenwe go eat after that me , rachel and gaya went to henderson wave...super scary when we went up..Ya...this week eliz,jing yi,don and alvin baptize!wow!eliz is like waiting for 5 years to getting baptize..i felt happy for her!on sunday i went to their cell group meeting cos i cant even go mine cos of the parade of nation have to be in the stage during asia conference but i cant even represent my country sad...i representing east timo if i nvr speel wrong..den eugene also!im sohappy!but this cant go for study classcos of the asia conference rehearsal...have to reach at expo by 7...sad...my chinese lesson 10...i want it men..and also wan spend time wit eliz cos she only spend time wit us on saturday the only i hope on saturday after church service she can come down to expo to join us and i really want to spend time with her..i promise her that we two eat dim sum for sure...we keep on forgetting..i remember last friday i had a fight wit her...den i super angry and i cry instead of praying...cos i hardfly cry in the morning..unless the famous 5 make me or whatever....on sunday after the rehearsal...me,bee leng,eliz,alvina,kenneth,eugene and another guy i forgot his name his from augustus cell groupand we know him by breakaway camp...i miss breakaway camp..den we go bedok to eat...i didnt feel like eating..i feel cold and sick den i didnt feel like talking and taking mrt but i take bus back in the end...i didnt have the mood to talk i just wanna cry in the bus no matter how..den i went home lo....after that...sad...byes..thanks!Umairah to help me post this long post that i ever had in my blog

2008-11-05T20:32:00.000-08:00

i long time nvr go blog le. This whole week is morning prayer week. It's a really good session but this few days i getting sick.Yesterday even walk in the rain...As i walk in the rain i del that why i have alot of trouble just so 1 or 2 days.I even might easily faint or vomit.I keep on thinking alot of things in my mind...What am i suppose to do the next second,mins,hours,days,months and year...I felt very weak this few days...I feellike sleeping all the way...I even have fever at night but not even one single person knows...I just had to keep everything to myself...On monday we went to KTV.I felt very sad when we got in the bus going to bedok,i didnt know who to talk to so i i just sms umairah that im sad...Hope she can find a way to cheer me up...When we at KTV,i felt sleepy maybe i having cold that day ba.I sleep on eliz lap and she playing with my hair..Hiaz...Nvm...i will not fight with her..But i dont know i blackout twice at KTV..I super scared...I really hope i can get well soon and im very glad that umairah help me update my blog...
"DONT LET ANYONE LOOK DOWN ON YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE YOUNG. BUT SET AN EXAMPLE FOR BELIEVERS IN SPEECH,IN LIVE,IN LOVE,IN FAITH AND IN PURITY"

2008-10-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

hahas!!! i think i long time to post sia... *sigh* i today & tml no school... sad lo... ytd sonething realy freak out in my life... *sigh* i very tired sia.. today i lots of thing happen... alot of ppl p.s ,e today only me and sherrie go swimming... n now at vivian house blog... all baking cookies... i very scare bout SHOT TO FAME result, i think my singing sucks lo, but Augustus said quite good :P. i don't think so. but i really scare lo. juz pray lo... i juat super bored now... i very wory for my SHOT TO FAME result & EOY result... JIA LAT LO... FREAK LA!!! i hate it lo...-.-
i super piss off sunday. Haizzz... tell everything to wendy feel bit relief... hahas.. got to go...

2008-10-08T21:50:00.000-07:00

i today invite friends for the taiwan something something wan... quit happy but after tat they follow me to audition i really hope can get in i know Elizabeth and kenn will get in i really wan them to get in... if i really get in i wan to invite my family and grandmother to watch me sing.. i raeally hope so...
wa!!! Elizabeth latef or scholl AGAIN!!! i don't know how many time she want to be late... *sigh*
i super angry ytd but someone... really very angry... which really brohe my trust to the someone...
i hardly trust ppl... i only trust MAi and eliz in my whole life...
SADDESS!!!
tml got paper... Geography and maths paper 1 ... i konw sure fail wan...
shit... cher come aready have to post and log off quicky!!!
bye... love u!!! hahas~ elizabeth and Mairah

2008-10-06T21:40:00.000-07:00

saddness today... almost every lesson went to com lab... sianz...
i miss Eliz
i miss mai
They all my best friend!!!
i write bout them during english compo...
hahas
i wanna sleep...
sianz... today morning no assembly we went to mr mohan homeroom and study... after do finish my maths homework.. i intend to sleep but Mai keep on talking to me.. so i talk to her lo... for 1 hour if i not wrong...
i'm so happy from yesterday until now i total sold 2 chocolate cookie... i sold to rachel and liya..
den today.. umairah , sherrie also wan to buy!!! so happy! today is the most happy day i ever had...
ops.. i didn't even know tat yesterday is Augustus birthday.. :p but i today sent a sms to him to wish him happy birthday...
sadsss... i this saturday maybe late for service cos i going to attend something(which i forget liao) to get my Bursary award.. i wan to attend service on sunday but got taiwan feata and SHOT TO FAME audition...
Mai is coming on sunday... i really hope i can get in...
sobsss....
i really hope so.... :)

2008-09-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

kinda of sad... i cant celebrate eliz birthday, i always wanted to celebrate her birthday.. nvm...
i created a blog for my mother to sell her cookies!!! I'm so happy but vivian help me lots! hahas!
actually wendy to help me also! thanks~
i'm so sad, i didnt even go to school. morning meet vivian den wanted to go sch 2gether halfway be4 the bus come i stomach ache le, i rush home... my mother tell mr=e don't go sch den i don;t go lo.. hahas
sad lo..
i know mai will miss me!!!
hahas but morning i tell her le!!! hahas

2008-09-21T22:02:00.000-07:00

wa!!! Today in school blog sia.. hardly use com... *sigh* yesterday we have combine cell grp meeting at jordon house W387 & W481!!! hahas!!! yesterday we have farewell dinner for Mavarick!!! He going back to germany on thursday... we going to miss him again...
before tat we went to sushi mavarick feet bleed OMG! coz someone( i forget who liao) said wan to have a race at the tack and mavarick won!!! but his feet bleed lo... i hope he can recover soon...
mavarick i will pray for ur feet to heal!!!
After having farewell dinner, we went alwin house and play majong , ONG!!! i cant believe tat mavarick win every single game!!! den we tell de guys to sent him to de bus-stop so he can go home.
some of us slack at alwin house wa!!! dey like bully me llo... i dont even know how to play and i have to play my h/p game & i manage to solve the stupid level!!
After tat Eliz went to my house get her guitar de nmy mother pass Eliz some delicious cookies like strawberry shape!!! tat's nice lo... den i tell Eliz dont let Don the fat pig eat else he will become fatter!!! hahas... i know i'm very bad la!

sad... today in school i help umai to scold zoei.. *sigh* umai is half happy & half sad... i hope she will happy every single day...

2008-08-31T23:06:00.000-07:00

Cell group was multiply on sunday, we dance & sing after cell group meeting. cell group didnt end at 12 30. it's end later...
i dont want to leave W387....

W387- members( before multiply)

-Bee leng ( CELL GROUP LEADER )
-Wendy
-Jia ying
-Audrey
-Alvina
-Hui Shan
-Shanika
-Elizabeth
-Alwin
-Kenneth
-Vivian
-Bing Han
-Ming Hui
-Jonathan
-Andrew
-Don
-Alvin
-Fang Ying
-Yu Zhong
-Jason
-Jing Yi
-Xin yi
-Jordon
-Tsz wing
-Rachel

our members of W387 before multiply.

W387 ( after multiply)

-Bee Leng ( CELL GROUP LEADER)
-Alwin
-Alvin
-Andrew
-Elizabeth
-Alvina
-Jia Ying
-Don
-Xin Yu
-Tsz Wing
-Fang Ying
-Kenneth
-Jason

W387A ( new cell group after multiply)

-Wendy ( CELL GROUP LEADER)
-Jonathan
-Ming Hui
-Audrey
-Shanika
-Hui Shan
-Vivian
-Bing Han
-Jing Yi
-Rachel
-Yu Zhong
-Jordon
-Rachel

W387- I miss ur!!!

bee leng- thanks!!! for being a wonder sister and 2nd mother to me... althought we might not seeing each other i really hope next time we can sit down in cafe and chat <3 shanika

elizabeth- darling i dont wan to be seperate from u... i know u might busy coz of Z2H thing.. i really hope after Z2H end.. u will continue walk with GOD!!! remember shanika is always by ur side i hope we still can sms and meet up and chat nv forget each other!!! <3 Dear shanika

Alvina- yoz! alvina thanks for being a wonder sister to me!!! i really hope time u and him* will not have fight get well each other in cell group anything happen tell me kays??
love you <3 shanika

Alwin_na- hey guy!!! i really u wont have any fight with sister in cell goup meeting i really we can continous come ur house play , study and have fun. <3 shanika

Kenneth- hey kenneth!!! i realise u change alot since i know pg... u nv late for a few times i hope u able to passs ur N level keep shining for GOD!!! <3 shanika

Xin Yi- hi sister!!! thanks for always care for me i really hope next time girlfriends can go out again!!! <3 shanika

Jia ying-hihi dont know wad to say leh.. i hope u can keep shining for GOD NV GIVE UP!!! <3 shanika

Jason- we might know each other well i hope we can sms and chat... keep shining for GOD!!! jia you!!!
the rest p.s... i dont know wad to say... KEEP SHINING FOR GOD NV SAY DIE!!! <33 shanika

2008-08-17T22:19:00.000-07:00

2008-08-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

2008-08-17T13:10:00.000-07:00

cell group meeting has just end... i m bored!!! ya bored nth to do later and i didnt even konw wads my maths homework i ws like going to die soon and i ned a NEW PHONE!!!! i m going to cry soon

2008-08-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

sian... i blog during lesson time... on tuesday i meet Eugene & pass him his present cos his birthday is on 15 august which is today... *sigh* dont know wat to do after school hui shan tell me tat her cousin wan to ktv but i half not intesterd & some of the guys got prelim den they still wan to go ktv i rather wan them study instead of going there. i know it might be stress for htem but they must know the importants of prelim... on saterday something happen after sentosa outreach... i think must be misunderstanding... but i know that they said something bad about me.. if they wan to said, said infront of me dont said behind of me. i know tat day some of them was piss off bcos me, but ur got anything dont like me about me just tell i might can change.. ur might think tat i everytime scold ur just tell me.. i dont mind... i thinktat ur didnt know tat everytime when ur said something about me i was crying... everytime.. everytime tat i nv talk to ur does not meant tat i angry with ur is i dont whether ur angry with me or wad... ur might not know how is the feeling that ur talk back about me.. wad happen if the person that u trust alot & theyt said something bad about u and u dont like it.. & dont wan to talk to the person anymore.. if ur dont like me anything just tell me dont said behind my back....................

2008-08-06T02:51:00.000-07:00

Guys!!! there's sentosa outreach at siloso beach from 11 am-4 30 pm. Intersting prizes all won!!! there will be lotz of games and many more.. you might saw ur friends from BMSS , Quest , QSS , STC , Maris Stella , AMK sec. sch , Newton & many more schools coming up soon... of u invite them to come. Ur ned to bring extra shirt & short. must wear slipper / sandle hor !!! remember kindly let m know whether u coming or not!!! thnaks!!! :)